Its hard for me to think when I’m being watched.




I want us to speak but I’m not sure how to make that happen yet.




Im leaving for a little while and probably won’t be able to talk until February.




Maybe we can make a plan for Valentines day. I think by then my mind will be okay again.




An awakening.




I truly do think of you but in all honesty I’m the worst to people I care for.




for now. Twilight Feb 14th it is.










talk to you soon.