Its hard for me to think when I’m being watched.

I want us to speak but I’m not sure how to make that happen yet.

Im leaving for a little while and probably won’t be able to talk until February.

Maybe we can make a plan for Valentines day. I think by then my mind will be okay again.

An awakening.

I truly do think of you but in all honesty I’m the worst to people I care for.

for now. Twilight Feb 14th it is.

talk to you soon.