Its hard for me to think when I’m being watched.
I want us to speak but I’m not sure how to make that happen yet.
Im leaving for a little while and probably won’t be able to talk until February.
Maybe we can make a plan for Valentines day. I think by then my mind will be okay again.
I truly do think of you but in all honesty I’m the worst to people I care for.
for now. Twilight Feb 14th it is.
talk to you soon.