There are certain relationships that I can clearly perceive but cannot feel. It would be enough to dive a little deeper; but right at this point, the upward pressure is so strong that I should think of myself from the bottom if I didn't feel that the currents were moving beneath me. In any case, I am heading towards the surface from where the radiance of the refracted light falls on me. I float and splash, despite the fact that I hate everything up there.